what a way to start off my day...

Babe had to save my ass again today. Thanks babe!

So this morning I get a call from ASB that my account is in the negative and if I don't deposit money today then they'll charge me a $30 overdraft fee. Mustabeen cause I had to pay for fricken college. ugh. anyway. So yeah and then after I dropped off Mom at her job (because mom's car was out of commision so...my sister and I have the lovely task of taking her where she needs to go). Then I went to ASB to deposit money. That money was meant for gas, breakfast, and parking and I was wayyy clear from the negative So after I put gas and got breakfast, I knew I still had extra money to take out for parking. So I got into work at 10:30 and for my parking lot by my job pays by every hour. So every hour is $1.50 except the first two hours are $.75 each. So I've been here for about 2 hours and I wanted to move my car to save some extra cash. So I go to the ATM and guess what...I'm still effing in the negative! && I got the overdraft charge! I'm pissed. So I gotta go there after work and figure out why. Ughh. So in the mean time I have no money. Luckily Babe gets off work the same time as I do so he's gonna swing by my job & pay my parking. Ughhhh I hate when I rely on other's for money. I ALWAYS pay for my own shit. I don't ask my parents or boyfriend for no nothing. We'll boyfriend pays for me when we go out and sometimes he gives me cash when I need. But USUALLY I always pay for my own stuff.

I'm gonna be runnin tight with money ill atleast October since I gotta make monthly payments for my college. We'll I mean I don't make alot as it is. Babe's right. I need a new job....or atleast a second one.

My idea is that since I graduate in May. Then during the summer I can look for a full time job. Plus I think taking a break from school for a while sounds good. Make money and such. I just don't know what I wanna go into since everything cost monayyyyy. I've made a list of things I would like to do...after graduation with AS in May:

1. BA in English from UH & go into writing books or for the newspaper or something in that field.
2. Take that makeup master course I was supposed to do this past July & re-apply at MAC.

I love creative writng & I love makeup.

Choices...choices....

I'll get back later.

LOVE.