Sesh.

I need this summer to hurry up. I wanna be busy again, like with school and work. I mean even though in the past I haven't been the best with schooling (even in high school), i really wanna try hard this year. I mean just Fall & Spring semesters then I'm done with KCC. I'm getting out after I get my AA. Late huh. It'll be my 4th year in college & i'll only have a 2 year AA degree. I mean I know atleast 1 degree is better than none, but seriously. I wish I could go back to freshman year of college and stay on track with my Liberals. I would probable be at UH by now. Cause first I had Nursing, then Culinary, the now back to Liberals. But ahh whatever. No need for that irrelevant thinking ah.

Since I changed majors a few times and that I kinda wasted money on school, my parents think I should just get my AA and find a job already. I understand where theyre coming from by I really want to strive for my BA in...something. English I'm thinking. For now anyway. Atleast a BA. Then I'll go looking for a full time job in using that degree. It seems like college has just started and ending at the same time and then just in a few years...working full time and saving up for a car...house..and the rest of my future.

I really need to clean my room. It's only Wednesday and it's a mess! I betta jump on that NOW. haha. I heard this song on FM100 yesterday but I don't know the name. It's a new reggae song. Idk. I recorded some of it on my blackberry so I guess i'll just ask babe if he knows what song it is. I miss him. I haven't seen him since Friday night. I was supposed to see him last night when me, jojo, & antonio went to go watch movies. We invited him but he didn't feel like going. poo. :( but anyways. We say The Ugly Truth. OMFG. I didn't expect it to be so funny. We was cracking up. I mean I knew it was gonna be about them falling in love after they hate each other but there was so much sexual humor in it. omg my cousins was rollin.

Anyway just a vent sesh. <3

Ciao lovers.